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Saturday, November 5th, 2011
3:26 pm
[faunia]
A Letter

I sent Amber a letter, she asked me the most beautiful question as I was leaving camp. She asked me, "What are you going back/home to?" we were interrupted as we spoke and I had the answer in my head for the past week, I didn't put a return address on the letter, sent it to the camp she works at, the thing about letters is that it gives the receiver control over accepting your sharing oe not, as they have the option to toss it without ever opening, no return addy, as it was the only way I could think of respecting her relationship, I didn't speak of anything romantic, told her I understood her nor answering email a year ago, as I was crushing, can't figure out why I feel like crying right now.

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3:22 pm
[faunia]
A Letter

I sent Amber a letter, she asked me the most beautiful question as I was leaving camp. She asked me, "What are you going back/home to?" we were interrupted as we spoke and I had the answer in my head for the past week, I didn't put a return address on the letter, sent it to the camp she works at, the thing about letters is that it gives the receiver control over accepting your sharing oe not, as they have the option to toss it without ever opening, no return addy, as it was the only way I could think of respecting her relationship, I didn't speak of anything romantic, told her I understood her nor answering email a year ago, as I was crushing, can't figure out why I feel like crying right now.

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11:57 am
[faunia]
Relationship Drama


I've been reading journals on here about how there's low contact and interest, where one person is inciting more than the other, ugh the lack of real care and the dynamics, I thinking ugh, I remember that, those excited out of control lusty feelings if not being able to stop talking constantly, then the other person not wanting to talk or have anything to do with you, no thank u. I don't care if I'm single forever I never want to go back there and experience it again.

I think I've hurt too badly to ever, even as much as I'd like to, open up and get involved again. Even though I'm crushing big time on Amber, I'm looking at it for what it is, nothing but dreaming, of an unavailable lady, on an unavailable woman.

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Sunday, October 30th, 2011
5:03 pm
[faunia]
Year Crush

It's been a day and a half since we said bye, you wished me a happy life, all I could think of was,"I'll see you again." It had been a year since I last saw you, you weren't supposed to be there this past week, yet there you were.

I bet so many women come in and meet you on that job, falling into a crush mode as I did, did I look foolish, I think I must've. You never wrote me back, we talked about it, I wouldn't have if you hadn't brought it up first. I was happy in my thinking that you never received it.

I hate rejection, I mentally know it's best to get it over with, but I didn't like hearing that you'd received it and felt funny about my email. I didn't flirt in it, it was a simple hello, would u like to take my hand in friendship. Huh, you told me this time about crossing work boundaries, then we shared other than work stuff, I was confused as to where the line was still.

Your blue eyes make me nervous when I feel vulnerable, so deeply penetrating, you have a girlfriend. Ugh, I wonder how long, did you last year, we flirted in the cabin, I almost kissed you. Ugh, not kewl, I hope not since last year, I ask how long, we get interrupted. I'm left wondering.

I miss you, can't get you out of my thoughts, I video tapped you, helps. The thought of not seeing or talking to you again is hard. Yet, if you were my partner, I wouldn't want a crush around being friends with my lady. I wouldn't think that was a strong relationship between you and I if you did keep the crush friend around.

I like your morals, values and how you conduct yourself when away from your partner, I think it's how you'd be with me, huh...the honor, loving respect, it is All good, just wish she were me.

Thanks for a great week Willow.

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Current Mood: dreamy, longing
5:01 pm
[faunia]
Year Crush

It's been a day and a half since we said bye, you wished me a happy life, all I could think of was,"I'll see you again." It had been a year since I last saw you, you weren't supposed to be there this past week, yet there you were.

I bet so many women come in and meet you on that job, falling into a crush mode as I did, did I look foolish, I think I must've. You never wrote me back, we talked about it, I wouldn't have if you hadn't brought it up first. I was happy in my thinking that you never received it.

I hate rejection, I mentally know it's best to get it over with, but I didn't like hearing that you'd received it and felt funny about my email. I didn't flirt in it, it was a simple hello, would u like to take my hand in friendship. Huh, you told me this time about crossing work boundaries, then we shared other than work stuff, I was confused as to where the line was still.

Your blue eyes make me nervous when I feel vulnerable, so deeply penetrating, you have a girlfriend. Ugh, I wonder how long, did you last year, we flirted in the cabin, I almost kissed you. Ugh, not kewl, I hope not since last year, I ask how long, we get interrupted. I'm left wondering.

I miss you, can't get you out of my thoughts, I video tapped you, helps. The thought of not seeing or talking to you again is hard. Yet, if you were my partner, I wouldn't want a crush around being friends with my lady. I wouldn't think that was a strong relationship between you and I if you did keep the crush friend around.

I like your morals, values and how you conduct yourself when away from your partner, I think it's how you'd be with me, huh...the honor, loving respect, it is All good, just wish she were me.

Thanks for a great week Willow.

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Saturday, July 16th, 2011
7:53 pm
[parkavemusings]
Looking for people to feature!
Hi, I run two sites: Bleached Blonde(for people who bleach their hair) & Cute Pixie Haircuts (for girls with pixie hair!)

Am looking for people to feature on the site. So, if you would like to be featured(or would like to nominate someone you know) Please do send me a message.

Would love to feature before-after pictures of your pixie cuts! :)

Thanks much
Friday, June 3rd, 2011
1:20 am
[parkavemusings]
Always wanted short hair?
Always wanted to go short? I just started a site with pictures of pixie cuts, celebs with pixies and a guide to going short!

Drop by and take a look!
Cute Pixie Haircuts



Also, if you've ever wanted a blonde pixie, don't forget my other site:
Bleached Blonde
Thursday, June 2nd, 2011
12:38 am
[filteredminds]
Lesbian Dating Community on facebook
Please join our lesbian dating community on facebook to create a world of piece, happiness and open spirit and minds of our wondrous world.
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Lesbian-dating-community/226492480710248
Monday, April 18th, 2011
12:47 pm
[faunia]
**Letting Go is Love**
If your gf or someone you'd like as your gf, comes to you and says that she doesn't see herself being in a relationship with your, or that she thinks that you two need a break. I suggest recognizing the gift that that person is giving you.

We are all wanting to find people that are capable of loving us, and when we're told in so many of words that this person doesn't love us, we tend to want to cling and hang on to this person and try and change their mind and decisions. I say, "Why would you cling to someone that obviously doesn't love you and cant love you."

I know this sounds to like it's easy for me, however in my real life this letting go has been amonst the hardest things I've had to work on myself and learn. I still have my moments of clinging urges and missing her sad phases, however it's more loving of myself and my ex love if I accept my moments for what they are, and accept the choices that they have made,even though their choices aren't in line with what I most want.

***Another version of this** Is saying thank you for being honest with me and when offered teh penny amout of love, sounds like.. "I'd like to be friends" recognize the truth in yourself and situtation, then simply say, "A friendship with you would be nice, however my feelings are too strong for you romantically in order to have a just friendship with you, I wish it could be otherwise, but it is not. thanks."

Then keep moving on with your life, In my own life now I'm trusting that my situation and the urges to contact Kia, and others that I've loved will only serve to help stengthen my love muscles. Have a good day!

Current Mood: content
Tuesday, June 2nd, 2009
10:15 am
[butterflyco]
LGBT Family-Inclusive Immigration Bills Need Your Help
Wednesday, June 3, the Senate Judiciary Committee will convene the first-ever hearing on inequality for same-sex couples in federal immigration law. The Uniting American Families Act (UAFA) is long overdue legislation that will end current discriminatory immigration policy by allowing American citizens to sponsor their same-sex partners for residency in the United States.
Dial the Capital Switchboard at (202) 224-3121 to be directly connected to your Representative. click here to read the rest of the story at kategrace.com the lesbian dating community
Monday, April 6th, 2009
11:21 pm
[in_themeantime]
original lesbian fiction journal
profile

in_themeantime has been set up to post around three years' backlog of original collaborative lesbian fiction. Read the bio for more info on who we are, what we've written and what's to come.

We are currently posting the prelude to Virago, 18th century piratical meanderings following the lives of the rather unusual crew of the Virago in a story spanning 15 years and the whole Atlantic Ocean. The first major plot arc of this story is novel length and already written, and is being posted episodically on a roughly weekly basis on our journal.

part one of Virago
Sunday, December 14th, 2008
11:13 pm
[failleskin]


Looks to be a fabulous community, all in all; go forth!
Thursday, November 13th, 2008
9:45 pm
[adriannebrennan]
Have a taste of Blood and Mint Chocolates!

Freya’s Bower has released my novella within the Dark Moon series, Blood and Mint Chocolates!

You can learn more about this book and/or purchase it here.

You can also read reviews of this novella here: http://www.adriannebrennan.com/reviews.html

Blurb and cover below cut:Collapse )

Thursday, December 6th, 2007
2:46 am
[anna_ball]
[USA] Invitation - Academic Survey (LGBTQ)
My partner and I are conducting a national LGBTQ survey and will be presenting the results at a political science conference in New Orleans this January. I was hoping that you would consider filling it out and then passing it along to any friends/family/acquaintances who also identify as LGBTQ and/or posting it to your bulletin.

Thanks in advance!
Anna

Details below.......

LGBTQ SURVEY
You are invited to participate in an academic study examining the social and political attitudes and behaviors of lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, and queer (LGBTQ) individuals. As not much is known about the LGBTQ population in the United States, it is important to capture attitudes and behaviors in order to determine if there is indeed a distinctive culture that has the ability to wield social and political influence. Unfortunately, past studies have been geared on the attitudes towards this group, and not actually of the LGBTQ population. Because there has been very little research done in this area, your participation is incredibly important.

After you have completed the survey, we strongly encourage you to forward this survey to your friends, family, and acquaintances that also identify as lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, or queer.

The survey takes approximately 10 minutes to complete.

CLICK HERE TO BEGIN SURVEY


Or paste this entire link into your Internet browser:

https://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=KEN2HtTDZGr_2fX1unwOzKrQ_3d_3d

The researchers conducting this study are a graduate student of political science at California State University, Chico and a doctoral student of political science at the University of New Orleans.

The survey is conducted online with tools in place to ensure that your answers are completely anonymous. Your identity will not be disclosed to anyone, including the researchers. Your participation is completely voluntary and you may skip any questions that may cause you emotional distress, or end the survey at any time by simply clicking on the End Survey link. There is no material benefit for participating in this survey.

Please feel free to conduct the researchers with any questions or concerns you may have regarding this survey.

Anna R. Ball
MA Candidate, Political Science
California State University , Chico
aball6@mail.csuchico.edu

Robynn M. Kuhlmann, MA
PhD Student, Political Science
University of New Orleans
rkuhlman@uno.edu

Saturday, September 22nd, 2007
7:16 am
[faunia]
Tired...
I've been running and running and working alot, then this new thing with Treva .... bunch of crazy feelings popping up a little shock. This week also Kia and I talked about how I felt and what happened with me during her dad's passing. It was pretty draining, just to reveal so much and let so much out... I've had such a wonderful week, yet it's been fairly packed... I'm glad the weather is calm and raining, cleaning the soulish... I just want to be calm today, no Treava, Kia, work... although I love and cherish all of the wonder that every aspect is bring into my life... thinking pulling back and talking a break is preferred today for the best care of becca... hope you all have a nice lovely day... think I'll cook up of chili beans and cornbread and bake some banana nut muffin/bread... I'm out of muffin cups.. today.. have it for breakfast and some warm oatmeal with flax seed oil, raisians, walnuts, and a little brown sugar... good day to you all... Going to treat myself to a movie as well, namaste.

Current Mood: content
Sunday, September 2nd, 2007
9:28 pm
[maryex0x]
 heyyy! anyone want to msg over the comp or sumthin, i dont meet people i meet over the net, but we can talk and have fun!
Thursday, January 4th, 2007
7:12 am
[xpiratemonkeyx]
Sunday, December 24th, 2006
9:02 pm
[poisonvampiress]
Sunday, November 26th, 2006
4:56 pm
[wildluv]
Hey im new and I LOVE GIRLS!!!!!!!!!! So i guess im in the right place? :-)
Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
11:17 pm
[thiscryingsoul]
hey im a newbie
HEY WHATS UP?? I WOULD LOVE TO GET TO KNOW YOU!!

Current Mood: um normal at 2 in the morning
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